First entry

[freyakitten]

Well, here we are. I don't know that anyone will find their way here as I haven't told anyone I've started a blog, and don't intend to until I've got a little of the screaming out of the way first. If someone other than me is reading this, you can still respond and/or contact me or whatever, I'm just not advertising myself.

So.

What am I here for?

I never write stuff down as often as I want to, and for someone who's always wanted to be an author, I think that's a bit poor. I'm hoping a blog will give me the motivation to write more regulorly.

Secondly, a forum in which to rant and scream is starting to feel like a necessity. Not that my friends aren't wonderful, but honestly I can't think of a single one besides my SO that I unburden myself to regularly. If contacting someone regularly just to talk, or share something is the measure of best friendship, then I don't have a best friend, and the last time I had one was year four. I think that's a little lonely, don't you?

So, a forum in which I can say all those things I'd say on the phone to a best friend if I felt comfortable on the phone. And it's cheaper than my therapist.

'Til next time then.

Comments

No friends?

[freyaw.livejournal.com]

Let me rephrase that. I haven't had a human best friend since year four. My sweet puppydog was always willing to listen. But then, I spent the most time out of everyone with her, and she loved attention.

Some day I'll scan a photo of her, and put it up here. We put her down in early May 2000, because she was really sick and old and wasn't going to get better. She wouldn't have survived another bronchitis-filled winter. I really miss her. Even though I don't live at my parent's house anymore, I still turn around sometimes, expecting her to be there. Freckle was such a part of my life.

Hy

[feodora.livejournal.com]

I found You....

Welcome!